HELLO AGAIN!! I HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN A WHILE, I HAVE BEEN ON FANBOX FOR ABOUT THE LAST YEAR. AND SO MUCH HAVE CHANGED!!! I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST STARTED BLOGGER, IT WAS THE SAME REASON I GOT ON FACEBOOK, MY CHILDS ADOPTED PARENTS MADE ME A FACEBOOK PAGE AND WHERE ON HERE ALSO AND IT WAS A GREAT WAY TO TO STAY IN TOUCH, SINCE THEY ARE OVER SEAS.
BUT AS TIME GOES ON THINGS CHANGE, AS THEY ALWAYS DO. I STILL TALK TO THEM ON FACEBOOK AND THROUGH THE MAIL, BUT I HAVENT BEEN ON THIS SITE IN A WHILE.
THE REASON? I DISCOVERED FANBOX ABOUT A YEAR AGO. IT IS A BLOGGING SITE THAT ALSO IS A COMMUNITY, WITH FRIENDS AND FANS. I MUST ADMIT I WAS IN A REALLY BAD PLACE WHEN I FOUND FANBOX. I WAS WAITING FOR MY DISABILITY TO GO THROUGH, MY MARRIAGE OF 14 YEARS ENDED IN DIVORCE, AND I WAS ALL ALONE. AT FIRST WHAT CAUGHT MY EYE ABOUT FANBOX WAS THAT YOU COULD PROFIT FROM YOUR BLOGS, AND BEING IN THE POSSISTION I WAS IN I NEEDED THAT. BUT WHEN I STARTED I REALIZED THAT THE FEEDBACK AND COMMENTS WAS WHAT I REALLY NEEDED. I WAS IN A VERY BAD PLACE, I HAD NO FRIENDS, I HAD NOT BEEN IN CONTACT WITH MY FAMILY FOR YEARS, AND I WAS LIVING WITH PEOPLE I HAD JUST MET BECAUSE WHEN I LEFT MY HUSBAND I LEFT WITH NOTHING, AND THATS HOW I FELT,LIKE NOTHING. I WAS UNABLE TO WORK, I DIDNT EVEN HAVE A CAR, AND I LITERALLY COULD NOT BE AROUND PEOPLE WITH OUT BREAKING DOWN. SO WHEN I SAW THAT IT WAS POSSIBLE TO MAKE A LITTLE MONEY DOING SOMETHING I LIKED WELL I COULDNT SEE THE HARM IN TRYING.
BUT LIKE I SAID EARLIER, I NEEDED MUCH MORE THAN THAT. I STARTED WRITTING POEMS AND STORIES, AND REALLY JUST LETTING MY FEELINGS OUT, THAT ALONE HELPED MORE THAN I CAN SAY. BUT WHEN I NOTICED THE SAME POEPLE LEAVING COMMENTS AND LIKEING MY POSTS, IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE SOMEONE OUT THERE KNEW HOW I FELT, AND I WASNT ALONE.
AND THEN I MADE FRIENDS AND STARTED GETTING TO KNOW PEOPLE, ITS REALLY VERY INTERESTING TO GET TO KNOW PEOPLE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD HAVE THE SAME IDEAS, AND THOUGHTS, FEELINGS, AND STRUGGLES AS I DO.
I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A LONER, NOT BECAUSE I LIKE BEING ALONE, ITS BECAUSE I DONT LIKE BEING AROUND A LOT OF PEOPLE, SO BEING ABLE TO GET ONLINE AND HAVE A FEELING OF BELONGING IS VERY NICE, AND COMFORTING.
EVERY MORNING MY CHECK MY EMAIL AS SOON AS I GET UP AND THEN STRAIGHT TO FANBOX, IT HAS BECOME A PART ON MY DAILY ROUTINE. THERES SO MUCH I COULD SAY ABOUT MY EXPERIENCE WITH FANBOX, BUT I THINK IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IT IS SOMETHING YOU SHOULD TRY YOURSELF.
HERE ARE A FEW LINKS FROM MY POSTS AND SOME OTHER POSTS I FOUND INTERESTING.....
THIS IS A LINK TO YOU TUBE AND A SHORT VIDEO ON FANBOX http://youtu.be/Q_0WooE2wmM
UNTIL NEXT TIME :)
