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What a diifference a year makes. I thought last year at this time i didnt have anywhere to go or anyone who loved me. In the past year ive been through some major changes, i lost my dad about a year and a half ago, i got divorced 6 months ago from some one i was with on adn off half my life...literally...i didnt give up though and now look at me. Im happy, very content in life. Yeah i still got a lot of work to do, but im no longer helpless or hopeless.....

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The changes time will make are incredible......in the last year ive gotten divorced, move to a different state, got my s.s.i. and medicad, back to seeing a doctor. And im back in touch w aubry, they sent me some photos and a figurine and a pic mattea drew. And i got me a boyfriend....yeah yeah yeah i know but its been 3 months and things are still good. So im not complaining. Just thought id sit down and get back on here.........................

Hello!!! Im so happy to be back in Shreveport!!Things are going good!! I got a message from the Coxs yesterday theyre going to Ireland today, they stay on the go, i like that !!Ive beenhere a week, i would like to get a job but i know its gonna ba hard. Went to the casino the other day and won a hundred dollas, had fun. Well not much else going on more later!!

Well i am now in Shreveport La. I havent had a computer for a long time i missed blogging. I havent heard from the coxs:(Ive been here just a day, I am exited about being here. But i didnt even tell my ex i was leaving feelin a lil guilty bout that.Were going out tonight cuz hes got to play pool, i cant remeber the last time ive beeen out.

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today was a good day. I cleaned the house, went to the pool, chatted with matthew:)and me and my baby are getting along! I still wish id get a call bout a job!!! That would help me more than anything else!!Talked to my mom i dont know how she does it with soooooooo many kids!Even us grown ones worry her, i try to call her everyday so she dont worry!I miss her!!:( i miss my dad too!!!I was looking trough my photos and i have his drivers liscence, i wish i would have "viewed" him!Still dont know whats gonna happen to the house, we have to come together on that and it dont seem like anyone wants to do anything about it.Its driving me crazy!! But today was a good day!!!

Went to the pool, wrote a letter to an old friend, and been on the computer all day. I feel so much better today, I guess my bi polar took the day off:) Seriously its hard being bi polar some days are better than others! But i wouldnt change me for the world. I still havent heard anything about a job but when the time is right itl come.I have been very energetic today, happy,and would like to share it with everyone else!!!!

joyce charlene hawkins

joyce charlene hawkins: "About" I am a 31 year old woman in a relationshp. I have 5 kids from a previous marriage. I am currently unemployed. I ove to be on the computer,love playin bejeweled blitz on facebook. Love bebo like to be able to make playlists kinda like my space. Iam a leo. I have very few friends, looking for some!! I dont get out alot,but i am very personable.I have been looking for aa job forever, no such luck!I love TI and most rap music r&b is cool too. I spend my days on the computer or at the pool.MOSTLY ON THE COMPUTER!!