Today has been a good day,didnt really do much but i am feeling better.I love my boyfriend and i am nw sure i did the right thing. I have heard from the coxs which makes me feel better. I talked to my mom and even though things there are crazy everone is okay. I miss my dad still, i was thinkin about him earlier but i know hes in a better place!Hopefully Ill get a job before too long HOPEFULY!