today i feel sad but ill go to the pool it makes me feel a lil better guest layin there listening to the music and relaxing helps. My phone got turned off so i can call anyone Ill have it back on soon but i hate having it off!! Oh well i is what it is.Baby and i are alright he bbqed last night it was nice.Im ready to do some more work on my tat its healed up its been about 2 weeks.icant wait til the 1st i see my dr.miss you dad!!!